没有成功的经验，只有失败的苦涩！

个人背景：F1，11月2日晨1000，U. of Wisconsin，全奖，高校教师，有一年半的工作经验。

过程如下：

7：40到使馆外，等待的人不是太多，F1少之又少。绝大部分为探亲的老人。

8：00开始进人，我是31号，很快就进去了。

我领到棕色牌，然后排队等候。不久之后，VO们开始亮相。我被领到了5号窗口，是秃顶。6号是BJSTMM，排在她那队的第一个是个GG，也是F1。GG不一会儿就被bjstmm拒了，我心里大呼不妙，BUSH的话发挥作用了。其余探亲的大部分都过了，包括我们这一队的。4号拒了两个商务。我排在倒数第二，秃顶签的很快，不过汉语不敢恭维。很快轮到我了。我充满信心地走上前，以下为对话：

Me: Morning. I apply for student visa.
VO: Morning. Your card. I gave him my card and materials. But he said:" Only card." So I took my materials back.
VO: What’s your name?
Me: ***
VO: Which university do you study in?
Me: ……(我用了过去时，可他居然问我下一个问题)
VO: When will you graduate?
Me: I got my Master Degree last year.
VO: When are you doing now?
Me: I’m an instructor at ……, and (被打断)
VO: Instruct what?
Me: ……
VO: Your salary?
Me: 2,000 to 3,000 yuan.(我刚要解释我还有课题经费收入，这只是学校给的薪水，又被打断)
VO: How many universities did you apply for?
Me: Only one.(实情，因为是对方学校的那位教授邀请我去的)
VO: Only one?
Me: Sure. I had conversitions with professor last October. He knew my research background and abilities well. So he hosted me for my PhD study in his Center.
VO: Have you taken GRE?
Me: Yes.(递材料，他看了一眼，很快推出来)
VO: What difference are there between them? (ridiculous!我没换专业，他根本不看我的材料)
Me: They have no difference!
VO: How long will you stay in USA?
Me: The doctoral degree is designed to be completed in 5 years. But I hope I can get my PhD in 4 years.
VO: What will u do after graduation?
Me: My master advisor plans to build our own Center for Intelligent Maintenance Systems. He hopes I can come back after 5 years. Maybe, I will be the director of our center. (我还想接着说我丈夫在国内等我，顺便把结婚证和照片给他看，被打断。)
VO: (smile)Good!
我看他笑，又说Good，觉的有戏。可是没想到：
VO: I can’t issue your student visa.
Me: (天，我上当了！)Come on! Give me a reason!

秃顶不说，把i-20、护照和一张解释不给我visa的东东全推了出来。他跟我聊的时间最长，却是这样的局，我想哭，却哭不出来。

8：45我走出了使馆，看见在外等候的老公和阿姨，眼泪刹时溢满了眼睛。周围人问我拿到了吗，我无力回答，我已虚脱！坐在贵友的麦当劳里，我痛哭不止，秃顶不给我机会，他甚至连我的材料都没看一眼。我真的委屈又无助！给我一个理由，先！回到家给老爸打电话，甚至说不出一句完整的话。爸爸安慰我，说着从未跟我说过的话（他感情非常内敛）。我足够坚强去面对二签亦或是三签吗？整个过程，我自信且一直微笑，却被秃顶将我的骄傲残忍地唾弃。秃顶的口音很重，不是我平常听惯的美音，而且似乎特意地加快语速。

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